Tahani describes her track, “Psychological $uicide”, released on November 17, 2024, as one of her most emotionally intense pieces. It tells of the internal battles of someone going through a tough time, bringing to the forefront of discussion the most misunderstood aspect of Tahani’s life – her mental health.
The artist, who goes by the name of Alyssa Hyndman, puts the listener right in the middle of her darkest moments within the song. Retreating further into her mind and zoning out to cope, she started seeing things in such a state that everything around her felt so painfully real that she began to consider it a different form of suicide, hence the term “psychological suicide.” It is one of the most heart-wrenching descriptions of shutting one’s self off to save not only themselves but everyone who cares for them. Such frankness of subject reveals the depth of pain people hide, and in a world where these inner demons are avoided at all costs, this way out is much needed. The music is a cross between old-school emo and millennial, fused with the sound of the legendary Evanescence, Linkin Park, and Paramore. As for Tahani’s signature style, it’s a blend of haunting melodies and heavy metal with achingly beautiful lyrics. The chorus has a powerful and vulnerable emotion that surely resonates with those who ever felt lost and overwhelmed. Tahani has a unique voice filled with agony and strength, which is proof of her determination to find light in the darkness.
The song was recorded in the tranquil sceneries of Forest of Dean, where she grew up in Coleford. The location adds a serene touch while juxtaposing with the song’s intense themes. Just like others, it is also inspiring to know that pain can be transformed into a work of art through art. More than just a piece of art, “Psychological $uicide” is a reminder, a message of hope. It reminds the audience that even in their darkest hour, as long as they put hope in healing, they are not alone. This masterpiece surely isn’t limited to just fans of emo or metal. It is for every single individual who has a hard time trying to stay strong. This is a wonderful piece that tries to remind you of the strength you hold within.
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